I'm at a low. Struggling. Looking over husbands financial net worth statement and was just totally sickened at how he had been planning this since 2014...during the time I had some pretty tough health issues. He was basically getting rid of money. I can't believe the things he claims.m And during that time, I really feel like he was instigating or doing things that would provoke me to fight and complain. Those were tough and frusturating times.
He might or he might not have been having an affair with another woman, but he certainly was betraying me regarding finances. To be honest, I can't even imagine him with a woman because I can't see many being able to have a relationship with him, and vice versa. I'm not jealous that way anymore. I know what he's like. All he cares about is work. There was never a friendship or conversation or shared anything. And I don't feel this great loss that way.
I am becoming more and more obsessed with the unfairness, because for him that's what it has been about. Money and transparency.
