Laowai I have just read your thread and I can see a lot of me in you and your post ...you have to let go it is the only thing that will help you

You have got much support here and one thing I really believe in now is control what you can control 2017'can be your year ....I know it is going, to be mine

Take care

Ghost

Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.