Chris,
Don't be so hard on yourself. You did pretty well. The coach hopefully will give you advice.
Also: just because you slept not in MBR for a night doesn't mean you have to stick with that. You can do a "I changed my mind" and try again.
She doesn't get to have all the control !!
Hang in there.


me 42 H 32
T 7yr
M 6yr
BD 5/2016 ILYBNILWY
Separated 7/2016