Avoiding conflicts solves nothing. REclaim your balls and walk back in the MBR. If she wants out of the marriage, she can leave MBR, house and marriage. No need to help you there. Last night you saw exactly what happens if you do not stand up for yourself. You end up hating yourself. So reclaim MBR and start feeling better about yourself and do not give in to emotional blackmail. She will say/do/lie just about everything. You know the truth, don't allow her to gaslight you!
