I took a step back from here the last couple weeks. I feel like I've been doing ok. Just trying to get all my financial information together for my attorney. Up till last night I haven't heard from wife except one email on items. She text hi and after I didn't respond she text again asking if I've had time to review the personal items (wedding gifts, other items) she emailed me about. I just responded that I will respond in the next few days after i talk to my attorney.

This got me down again last night and again today. First time I've felt sad in a week or so. I'm getting so angry that she's doing this but then it just hits me with a wall of emotions and I break down crying. I miss all the times we had together.

So just as soon as I feel like I'm over the hump I get pulled back in