BillyHo, I'm sorry you find yourself in this position. I'll try to catch up on your story and see if I have any pointers for you. Good luck and keep posting!
Me, H-34 now 38 W-32 now 35 T-13 now 18 years M-6 now 9 Daughter 3 years now 7 Bomb 11/27/12 - OM 1 year in house separation Reconciliation 12/2013. Healed now 2017