Thank you guys for the responses...I didn't think I would act on it, but was just saying that I had this strong urge. It is probably brought on by the fact that she has been so talkative about the impending D. She keeps trying to discuss splitting assets and how that would all play out. I keep telling her to talk to her attorney and have him send anything to mine.
25 years with someone is hard to let go...I really am trying to find my peace, but she has been such an integral part of my world for so so it is difficult to release her from my thoughts. One of the biggest issues with our relationship was the fact that we would not tell the other something with the fear that it would hurt the others feelings. She obviously overcame that since she seems to have no problem letting me go.
I will work hard this week to add to or increase things that will keep my mind busy. Cleaning the garage, increasing my mileage, hitting the weights with my oldest son, watching football with friends, and reading.
Me 49 W46 T25 M22 S22 D18 S13 W had EA Apr-Jul 2016 Dropped Bomb 7/9/16 ILYBINILWYA HER DIVORCE IS FINAL...8/18/17 Dropping the rope to SURVIVE & THRIVE!!!