I need to be more positive. I think I've moved from sad to neutral. How do I achieve your zen state of Mr. Positive? I think this would be good for my situation. You are inspiring.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving
