WH told me yesterday in no uncertain terms he intends to block me from returning to my home country with our son. Despite having said before he wouldn't. Feel totally alone and terrified and in despair. The only thing that was keeping me going was the idea that I would be able to go home and be surrounded by family and my oldest friends and start to heal and rebuild. I feel betrayed again, not just by him but by his parents too, who agreed they understood why I needed to go home. My mother in law said she witnessed my struggle to adapt here for the last 15 years and saw how hard it was for me. And yet she's helped WH get legal advice about keeping me here. Destroyed all over again. When does it get better?
