Journaling...having an urge to reach out to W and tell her to come home. I know I'm supposed to stay strong and not say those things, but it is a strong urge. Not sure why it is so strong, but it is.

I will try and do other things to take my mind off of it...

Me 49 W46
T25 M22
S22 D18 S13
W had EA Apr-Jul 2016
Dropped Bomb 7/9/16
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HER DIVORCE IS FINAL...8/18/17
Dropping the rope to SURVIVE & THRIVE!!!