That's me in the spotlight

[Altair]

Good point Coly.
Perhaps the several-month checkin was helpful for me to see his not-good state. Now, with months having gone by, the darkness of limbo intensifies. His (non)actions don't change what I am doing. If I had my way, right now, I'd like to see him occasionally, which is what I proposed way back when, and he agreed. then said no, his therapist said we should not see each other (I love how he put it on her). Ah, well. Sunday.
(room in your suitcase for Spain for little ole me?)