Mornings are always terrible. It starts with waking up to realize that this is not just a nightmare. Then it evolves into those questions about wtf happened to my wife? She uses every opportunity to stay out as late as possible and then crashes the next day.
I'm trying my best to keep up with the house, but I work 11 hour days, 5 days a week, and my W works all day Saturday. She was always a stickler for cleanliness, but now the house is really starting to show some neglect. I feel like taking a week off and just doing it all myself.
Today I took my daughter to gymnastics and now we're at a birthday party for one of her friends. These days I'm extra observant of how many people are wearing wedding rings at these gatherings. I'm sure other people have problems but I feel like I'm the only one with a wife who has given up. I know it's just me feeling sorry for myself.
I totally live through all of these things and have for a while. I look forward to separation so I can really move on.
- m and ww in 30s - s4 - m 11 yrs, t12 -ilybinilwy ~5/16 + request for OM - bd 7/16, confirm ea and strongly suspected pa - 9/16 ww claimed to have broken contact with om
