I agree with skyhigh, those feelings of love do come and go. Especially when they're still in the home and it's confusing. I think they're only just starting to fade with me, I'm in a place of just feeling as though the relationship has been a lie.
Please go easy on yourself and pencil some you time in. You have so much going on in your life and your health issues (in sha allah all will be okay), but you need to make sure that caring for you is also on that list of priorities, because regardless of how your wh thinks- you really are worth it!!
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16