Thanks for all the advice and support everyone.

I just bit the bullet and ordered 3 sessions with a telephone coach. First one will be on Monday. Until then I'm going to try to keep kicking this nonsense out of my mind with GAL stuff.

Heading to the gym now. Tomorrow I'm going to a musician meet up in the city to jam. It will be my first one. So I hope to make some new friends there. Sunday is my S8's belated birthday party for his friends at a sports zone type facility. And you better believe that I will be in there with the 8-year-olds instead of trying to play the happy husband with the parents. Then after the party is Giants vs Green Bay. (Yes, I live in Philly and I root for the Giants.) Might even go out to watch the game and take my S8 with me.


M46 W48
M11 T14
S11 D8
BD: 2016/05/27
In-home separation: 2016/11/23
Nesting: 2017/06/11
W moves out: 2018/01/07
W goes public with OM: 2018/07/12
I ask for a divorce: 2018/12/14