She moved out...now the work begins...Part 4

[SBJ]

SKM0619...THX for the kind words. My faith tells me to give all of my cares to God, but that doesn't mean that we don't have doubts that creep into our mind. I guess my issue is how fast everything seems to "me". I get when they say that she has had these thoughts and feelings for a long time, but it didn't really get to me until July...now 6 months later she is rushing the D.

One of her friends reached out last night checking on me and I told her that I am strong enough to handle what is happening, but that I realize that she "has" to complete what she started, because she does that with everything in her life. She always finishes what she starts. Funny thing is that it didn't include her M.

I try not to think about what she does out on her own...it kind of stings since we did everything together. It's not that I want her to hurt or feel bad/sad about what is happening, but I do want her to see that what we have in our family is actually good.

I agree with you on what job says...actually all of the vets on here are full of wise advice. It is good that we have them, but it is sad that there are so many of us that are either in it or have gone thru it.

My prayer list keeps getting longer and longer...pretty soon I'm going to have to take off an entire day just to get to you all.