Just so you all know,the plumber is definitely gone. I decided to text him. I said "I don't know what your deal is, but it is obvious that we aren't on the same wave length. I wish you all the best."He eventually replied " I understand, I think we are on different pages. All the best to you too"
It was clear he was just going to ghost me. It is also clear that he wanted me to chase him. I simply don't have that in me anymore. I'm also probably screwed, because I have no desire to do that with anyone anymore. It never works out well for me. I want to be pursued, desired, and sincerely have someone show interest in me. I gave all I had to someone and I was dropped on my butt when I had needs. I'm a little jaded.
Anyways, that's that. Here I go again on my own, travelling down the only road I've ever known.
That song has come on a lot lately. I think it's my anthem.
