She moved out...now the work begins...Part 4

[SBJ]

I spoke with a friend/counselor yesterday who told me that I have done all I can do to hold my M together and if she decides to get out, then I can always know and tell my kids that I did all that I could do. It is simply frustrating to want something so bad, yet not be able to attain it. I was sure we could break this curse of divorce that runs in our families...I guess the big guy has other plans for us at the moment.

She has filed and is working diligently on getting this thing done in record time. I am a true believer in that things happen in God's timing, but it is still a hard pill to swallow.

I told her months ago something similar that my DB coach suggested...I said, "I disagree that Divorce is the best option, but I love you and respect you if that is your decision. The hardest words to ever come out of my mouth. She took those words and kept running with them. She know I love her. She knows I want her. There is no more to say.

Again thanks...