Yes I do know what it means. But did you ever notice that name is exactly how you see yourself in you relationship? You have to stop seeing yourself as an outsider and start working. Too much of what you're concentrating on is on her. Get back to the mindset of when you were single and didn't care what anyone thought of you.
To be quite honest, I hadn't thought of it that way. But now that you mention it I suppose I do see myself that way in my relationship (or lack thereof). That's a pretty powerful statement of getting back to the mindset of when I was single....That was 13 years ago, I'm not quite sure I even remember that mindset. Nevertheless, I am going to do my best to take everyone's advice. I did work out last night at home, and took some benadryl and got almost 5 hours of sleep (which is really good as of lately). I have lunch plans with a supplier/friend from work today so hopefully the company will entice my appetite a little. Another colleague wants me to go to the gym with him in the morning tomorrow at 5AM....I hate mornings lol. I'll probably go despite my disdain for mornings.
No snooping at all last night, but still obsessed about it. Mind movies have been consistently prevalent for the past 3 days. Seems to be the worst in the mornings, at night, and in the shower for some reason. Occasionally they hit at other random times, but that is when they are the worst.
