Actually, it was my LACK of anger that piggy-backed off of my rampant self-blame that doomed me to keep repeating the same mistakes. My vision was clouded and I justified behavior that likely was detrimental to my goals because I didn't want to believe my reality was real and take the hard steps necessary to move forward.
I hope you take more from my posts than a perceived view of anger. What I wrote to you is basic DB'ing and advice, but if you don't want that I'll post elsewhere.
-PM
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.