@Sandi: You are right, it is definitely addictive snooping at this point. I suppose subconsciously I am looking for "THE KEY" to definitively proving what she is doing. I also believe that this would be a "hail mary" attempt to break her out of the craziness that she is in....I know...not likely
@Coconut: Thanks for your words of encouragement. I have often thought about what would have or would currently happen if I just laid the law down like that and said something along the lines of "If this is what you are going to do to me, then I don't want you in my life right now. However there are consequences for your actions so be prepared"....And then just going nuclear. Of course this isn't my personality so it's purely a feel good imagination.
@MrBond: It means foreigner in Mandarin (mostly used for westerners/expats). mostly it's used in a light hearted manner, but can be used in a derogatory way at times. While I was traveling around China it was always used respectfully, so it holds no negative connotation in my mind.
@Sotto: I am doing about the same today except I did get some sleep last night which was good. I'm still struggling quite a bit with the mind movies and wish I could force them away, but it doesn't seem that I can at this time. I am going to try to work out at home tonight. I want to avoid a gym for a while because around here they are so crowded there isn't any parking for the most part(New Year's Resolution folks). I do think working out would be good for me, but I feel so awkward doing it because I have no idea what I am doing and don't have a routine LOL!
