That's me in the spotlight

[Altair]

When stars are about to die they turn into supernovae and are at their extreme brightest (sorry, sorry, I'll be positive)

Eh, this is probably a natural January lull. I watched workmen move all of the Christmas decorations out of the hotel yesterday, it was kind of funny to see a parade of snowmen and giant nutcrackers exiting the lobby on dollies.
I also think this is a time for H to throw in the towel. You know, wait until the holidays are over then quit this M. I am steeling myself for it. (It's also hugely statistically a THING). My IC says I should live in the present. I've always mentally prepared myself for various outcomes- which seems contradictory to her advice. I'm mulling it over. I find that if I have thought about a possible outcome, I am better able to respond to it should it come to pass. Which, of course, she is trying to steer me away from. I'm willing to try, but I'm pretty entrenched here!
I'll have to clarify what she means tomorrow.