So, last night I think she told her cousin what was going on, which I take as encouraging. Their family has very loose lips, and nothing stays secret for long. I had to call her about a car repair (you know the old saying when it rains it pours) and she was very short, and she apologized saying that she had been on the phone all morning with her mom, dad, and aunt.

I am not sure how to take this, or it could be completely random.

Last night she told me she loved me and gave me a big hug, and a kiss. I hugged her back, because even though everything is because of her doing, I do still really care for her and want to try to be there for her.

I am sure it messed up any progress I made detaching.


Me:33, WW:30
BD:12/14/16, EA
no children
Still together