There was a great person on here who went by the name "Jack_Three_Beans" who was a huge help to me and many others. He passed on late last year and is greatly missed.
Shortly before then though he wrote this post. I encourage you to read it and perhaps some of the other standard reading over in the MidLife Crisis forum.
You are not alone. Others have walked this path before you and others will follow you. We survive and in many cases thrive.
On BD H52, W50 T27, M26 S21, D23 BD-9-Mar-16 D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18 I am a storyteller. The story may do you no good. But a story is never for the listener. It is always for the one who tells