Cherry. Just trying to get on with life

[Cherry]

Happy new year all, I hope 2017 brings you all peace and happiness.
I'm doing alright. I don't come on here as much as I did, kind of unintentionally, I'm constantly busy, and also sometimes it gets me thinking.

All in all, I'm doing okay, getting quite heavily pregnant and uncomfortable now, the idea that by the end of next month I could have my baby here on my arms is both scary and exciting at the same time. I'm still working too, so that on top of single parenting and preparing for a new baby is very tiring. I treat myself to a lovely warm bath every night!

The Christmas period was one I was dreading, but I actually enjoyed spending time with family who love and care for me. Don't really see much of wh, last time I saw him, he decided he was going to blank me at all costs and told his mom he came to see her and S, I get that, but he is still flat out rude, unpredictable and very much in his fog.

Still I leave him to it, I honestly don't have the energy to get bogged down in his thought process of shall I be nice to her or shall I blank her. Though his ignorance did annoy me, because he actually made me feel like I was a spare part and shouldn't have been there in my own home. Still no word on the divorce front, I don't ask him, I said I wouldn't help him, so I don't. He refers to us as "separated" whereas I refer to us as in the early stages of divorce. Still, again, not focussing on him.