I'm living now with out her in my life not spoke since July,and if I have to carry on with out her I will,I have learnt how to manage with out her,but I do miss her my mum tells me we had a special bond and we did,

Me 56 w52
M30 years
4x adult kids
W dad died/11
W wanted d 03/12
In-house sep 03/12
D 2014 I pushed
W Left on 02/16 I pushed
Pa on 07/16
Nc after 07/16
W Cakeating 15to16
Me doormat 12to16
Limbo 12to16