I think you do a fine job. I don't feel like he's cake eating. You're living your life and keeping the door ajar. You also have a young boy who needs his dad.
xoxoxoxo
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver