2017 - New year - same MLC but I'm moving along

[Irish M]

HAPPY NEW YEAR - 2017
Wishing everyone strength to continue this journey in making ourselves the best versions of ourselves.
Thank you all for the Christmas wishes and get well thoughts for my D14. Who is doing fine and we are waiting next week to see the Neurologists


Woke up today with a strong feeling of peace. Last year I promised myself on New Year’s 2016 I would get out of my own fog. I really think I did. I am no longer a prisoner of my XW MLC.

Christmas morning the girls got a message from their mom. Hi Girls, I hope 2017 you will get over it and you can forgive me. Have a merry Christmas and happy New Year.

My oldest D16 says she can’t even apologize. She has no clue to what she has done. D16 got frustrated and block her mom from sending any further messages. She said to me, if my mom wants to see me, she will come here and ring the doorbell to talk to my face. I’m sick of the half A$$ed messages she sends with no real apologies. She set up a rule on the PC that any message containing XW name goes to spam and sends an automated reply. Stating – the address you are trying to reach is unable to receive any messages. Thank you
Of course my D14 joins in. She follows D16 very closely.

I will not send any updates to her about anything anymore. The only time she reached out to the girls was because of me updating. I’m done. She doesn’t deserve it and lost the right to being their mom.

Get well, fix yourself and rebuild your relationship with your girls. This is the message I send out to the universe for her.

We all had an amazing Christmas, quiet from XW and peaceful. It was a memorable new year’s night and with a week more of vacation; so planning a few days skiing, photography and warm fires watching movies.