Oh, and I also wanted to say - someone once posted something along these lines...
This year will be one of the hardest in your life - it can also be one of the best years (or the worst) but that's really up to you.
Sorry for the poor paraphrasing here - but you have been given the gift of time to work on you. Yes it is an unwanted gift, but if you truly embrace it, it's a gift indeed....
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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
