Hi Bright. Sorry you are struggling at the moment. I hear you with just wanting to cry, I did that most of yesterday!
The whole not including us in things really hacks me off too. I also called H out on his secretive behaviour yesterday as I'm fed up of him being vague about the reasons why he can't come over to see us. One time he was just going to see his his parents but he made such a big deal of being unavailable!
We just dont know what goes on in their minds. I think they make a pretty good job of seeming normal to others but because we know them so well we can see they are not.
I am sorry you foot is still not good. Instead if making a huge dinner for NY can you get your guests to bring a dish each?
Wishing you love and happiness in 2917 Bright!
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')