2016 is a "9" year - a year of completion of a cycle. 2017 is a "1" year - a year of new beginnings.
there's this saying about replacing fear with faith. i hope that thought is one that you can contemplate and will help you.
here's another: there's only one way to go from here: NORTH. UP. Positivity.
Decide what you want to get rid of, write it on paper and burn it on new year's eve --- give it to the universe and trust that the Universe will lift that burden from you.
there will always be a seat by the fireplace for you, and a glass of prosecco or a lovely cuppa if you'd prefer, over in my little corner of cyberspace.
xoxoxoxoxo
don't let the bastard grind you down babe.
xoxoxoxo
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver