She moved out...now the work begins...Part 4

[SBJ]

I don't like the fact that these emotions come and go as they do. It is all I can do not to call her and tell her to come home, but that is not what I'm suppose to do. It is hard to wake up daily without her by my side. It is hard to go to bed at night without watching her sleep next to me. It is difficult to wake up every morning knowing that the contact with her will be only if she calls regarding something for the kids.

They are so much better at DB'ing than we are. They are able to shut us out of their lives with such ease...or at least it looks easy from where I sit.

Why can't it be like in her silly romance novels or romantic comedies where the couple is separated and thru a series of crazy events they find themselves back together. She reads those books and watches those movies like they are going out of style, yet she hasn't had a romantic bone in her body. Not to mention if I'd ever try something, she'd call me cheesy.

I'm just venting...going to happy hour with two friends tonight. Both have gone thru D...one wife was a raging alcoholic and the other believes was going thru a MLC...she left him and her kids and never looked back. That is a much worse case than my sitch, but stinks nonetheless.