Been a long week. Haven't heard much except a few emails about her phone and other small items. I didn't respond as I've already told her I'm not doing anything until a formal process has started. I'm sure she's angry about that. One minute I feel fine with everything then the next I start missing her. I hate the feelings I have.
Like others on here, I question everything that has happened. She shows nothing towards me and that is hard to deal with. When will I stop missing her? Does she miss me like I miss her? How is she handling this so easily and seem ok? It drives me crazy.