Hi Irish
I know what you feeling ... in all the hustle bustle of my vacation I missed him a lot and wished he was here to enjoy it with us... I have no idea in what status he is in ... is he in pain or happy .. what is he doing ... my friends here are pushing me to drop him completely but still not there yet.
I feel it is ok to mourn the relation that once was... it is only a sign that we once loved and lived... nothing can take those memories from you heart.
Be the person you always want to be don't let your x determine your actions. You want to inform her of something do it but try as much as possible to not expect anything from her.. I totally reduced my interaction and kept it short..but just small enough to show we didnot forget yet...
I hope all the best for your daughter will keep her in my prayers.
Remember we can't control them .. just a slight guidance ...


M 45 H 45
D1 12 D2 9
BD 04/14
Living two different state
Not officially separated