How much time are you spending with people that love and support you? How much time are you spending chasing this pod person who used to be your wife? How much time are you spending improving yourself? You appear to have insight into your failings so what have you done to shore those up?

What plans have you made this week to get out and GAL?

M 10yrs T 13yrs
BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW
BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off
Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce
April '17-Letting go
2018 D busted
DD8, DS6, DS3