I take comfort from his card, I will never throw it. My soul tells me it is for me and letting me know I am in his thoughts.

He only had to send the kids cards....didn't have to include me.

The flush on the toilet has broken and I messaged my SS to look for a replacement part on EBay. H asked D in his text if it had been fixed...I told her to message back that I will manage.

I am so looking forward to NYE.......I don't know what the New Year will bring and frankly I don't care. It can't get any worse!

I honestly think that if H was with OW and is happy and intends to never come back.....why send that card?

He's a good man and likes to be liked......I would like to think that if he knows he will never come back and he must know by now......he would be preparing me.

By not sending that card. He may never want to come back but I believe he's going about it the right way, if he did.

The priority for me is for him to build the bridges with D and S which he seems to be doing.

I'm absolutely fine if he never comes back....my kids are the most important in this whole sorry saga.