It's been a while since I have updated everyone and I am really not much farther along in the process than I was at the time of my last posting. I felt a lot better after my trip, but that was very short lived. I still haven't made any progress towards detaching as hard as I have tried. My WW still goes to the OM's house many nights a week, and it is absolutely killing me. I have fallen back into the slump of not being able to eat, not being able to sleep, not being able to focus on anything other than the situation.
We are still in "limbo" waiting on W to decide if she wants to work on the M or not, all the while she continues the relationship with OM. She makes it seem like that isn't a big deal, when in fact it is a huge deal to me. Also, I did confront her over at his house again recently and she basically showed no emotion...I mean NONE. She just looked at me as if she were an empty shell of a person.
I'm not sure exactly what I am looking for with this post other than people to converse with I suppose. I have read the "homework" a dozen times, but I still don't seem to make any progress.
I still pay the cell phone bill and car insurance, and have thought about telling her that I will discontinue that as I feel like I am financing her affair...but I feel like she truly thinks she is not having an affair. I am truly desperate at this point. I'm 3 months into this and feel almost identical to day one!
