WW asks for divorce, what now?

[Jrnymn]

Well I have stayed in my faith and prayer, meditation and tapping have helped a lot in the moment and long term of the days. I see that she is like a single girl, advertising it and going out when she wants. But demands that I make the money and provide for the family. The kids know what is going on even though she thinks they are blind. They aren't being taken care of by her during the day etc. They see her leave, sleep on the couch, wear rings on other fingers other than her wedding ring and she has always been a stickler on that. I just am having a hard time living the role I need to, being a mom and dad, expecting some child support but then at the last minute having to help out with things she n]knew about but didn't handle. Then trying to not lie to the kids but not tell them the whole truth about what happened and is going on.