Yes times are dark and hard. The Giggalo still plays games, I don't know if we exchanged docs and I haven't switched on my laptop to know by looking at the emails.
Today would have been the first day I could know as L is back at work. Part of me says leave this until next Tuesday when the real world starts. The brave part says tomorrow is a good day.
I am very very low and in a struggling place, and yes dearest Msd I have been there before. And come out, my fins do not improve as the L fees drain my bank account. I am over worked.
The biggest crop of cold sores you have ever seen in your life.
I am weepy and tired, even though my sleep is so much better.
Just pick myself up and get on.
I am quite sad that despite my efforts the weight is not shifting. The white van is to be scrapped and my tablet failed. All in all not good.
A dark forbidding place today, full of emptiness that 2017 may be as big a struggle as 2016 with this dreadful wayward abuser.
Hey ho.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
