That's me in the spotlight

[Altair]

Agreed. I do live rather close to the medical center, also Lyft and Uber are prevalent and inexpensive. But sure, H can be my backup to my backup.
I just know I've built this fragile wall around myself and do not want to be hurt by H again if I can prevent it.
Being criticized for the way I handled the appointments so far was awful. Second phone call he wasn't as bad "but still upset about the conversation". What does that even mean? (lol, all LBS's nodding heads, yup, no sense-making here)
"we will talk after the new year I just need a bit more time to process things" Didn't (and don't) even know how to respond to that (just glad I made it through Christmas!!!)