Sara, what a great update! You are seeing him and your sitch clearly, and you seem so level-headed and down to earth! I recall having these bursts of clarity somewhere around the 6-8 month mark. You are doing the hard work and you on your way!

I hope you will consider printing your last post, or emailing it to yourself, and that you will revisit this post when you start second guessing yourself again. Of course you will second guess and backslide, it is par for the course, but you continue to get stronger and more resilient. One day you will step off this roller coaster, that I know for sure.

You deserve so much more than a carwash, but genuine love, support, appreciation, and commitment!

(((Sara)))
Blu

“Forgiveness liberates the soul. It removes fear. That is why it is such a powerful weapon.” – Nelson Mandela