She moved out...now the work begins...Part 4

[SBJ]

I have been able to keep my desires at bay for the last 2 months she has been out of the house. No R talk initiated by me. Only one hug that was initiated by her with kisses on the cheek (Christmas Eve). Only one semi-intimate hand grab initiated by us both as I was leaving her condo (Christmas Day night).

My goals are for SBJ 2.0 beginning now. Spiritual, Physical, and Emotional awakening starts today...why wait for new years.

I totally appreciate the fact that everyone here cares so much about the well-being of one another. It is truly comforting to know that we are all going thru the same chit, but are at different stops on the journey. It helps to know that you are not alone in all of this. Our friends and family see that we are battling something, but they have no real clue as to the depth of the pain and confusion that we are dealing with.

God bless you into and thru 2017!!!