BluWave...I understand how I could totally see what I want to see, but I am working on only seeing what is truly happening. I keep her in my thoughts and prayers daily. I have to see her and speak with her several times a week due to work and the kids, so it is hard to go totally dark on her. She has already moved out and already filed, so I know what she wants...I just don't understand why totally. What she has said totally fits the MLC script and she has totally re-written our 25 year relationship. I am at a total loss.
The holiday did throw me off since she wanted me around and wanted to be around so much, but once the parties ended, she was gone again. There were so many little things that made things seem like before BD...things even noticed by extended family. Hopes up and now back down to reality. Now I need to get back to working on me...spiritually, physically, and emotionally!!!
Me 49 W46 T25 M22 S22 D18 S13 W had EA Apr-Jul 2016 Dropped Bomb 7/9/16 ILYBINILWYA HER DIVORCE IS FINAL...8/18/17 Dropping the rope to SURVIVE & THRIVE!!!
