SBJ - I remember the 2 month mark well. It was a very dark time for me and coincided with our anniversary, just like yours coincides with Christmas. I was actually suicidal at one point in that month. Dark times indeed.
You are right - this makes no sense at all. Trying to understand what she is thinking or going through will only drive you mad - I have postcards from my own journey down that particular cheeseless tunnel.
Focus on yourself, your kids and just take it one day at a time and you will get through this.
On BD H52, W50 T27, M26 S21, D23 BD-9-Mar-16 D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18 I am a storyteller. The story may do you no good. But a story is never for the listener. It is always for the one who tells
