The thing is, if she decides to come back and work on the M, you will know. If a person is committed to you and the M, they will let it be known. They will come to you. They will show you the signs and you will feel it. When my H started coming back around, he did not even need to announce it. I could tell, and I could feel the difference.
I guess that is the tough part. I felt her wanting that closeness this weekend (at least she was a bit different than she has been), but that being said...she walked out the door Christmas Eve to go back to her condo. She had asked my oldest (19) if he thought she should stay Christmas Eve...he told her that it probably wasn't a good idea. He seems to be concerned about her, yet worried about me. He is very intuitive.
She has only been out of the house for about 2 months and I miss her dearly. Maybe I am just feeling what I want to feel. I don't know. I do know that I am trying to make sense of something that makes no sense. I will work hard on letting her go emotionally, as she has made the physical decision her self.
Me 49 W46 T25 M22 S22 D18 S13 W had EA Apr-Jul 2016 Dropped Bomb 7/9/16 ILYBINILWYA HER DIVORCE IS FINAL...8/18/17 Dropping the rope to SURVIVE & THRIVE!!!
