had an amazing Xmas. though I was happy to not have to "deal" with W and D. (all the kids being kids with D and translating for W) I miss them terribly. Also, no one to share the special moments of being Aunts and such. I texted W a picture of the cable companies email of her refund being initiated on Monday. not a word back. and not a word for Xmas either. Though I didn't expect it.
Can't help but to wonder if Xmas was better with SOW. also, wondering if this lack of communication with W will make her not miss me or be even more OK without me. Yes I was wrong last time, but still a possibility that this time, she really is / thinks she is better off without me.
as always, I wish there were something I could do to better or different to bring W back, but I know there isnt.
