Big slide back to the old habits. Was upset by his comments, reacted, joined in the "augment", up at 5am thinking about what I should say to him or do to change the current situation. I need to remind myself not to jump in this MLC black hole. Of course, he seems so much more stable after I got emotional.

Still struggling balancing childcare, work, housework, and here he is wanting to do more, start paying for car, mortgage, walk the dog more. Need a lift out of these negativity...


Me: 33 H: 32
T: 10 years M: 2
BD: Aug 2016
H moved out Aug 20, 2016
S: 17 months old