well, you didn't leave, so presumably it's easier to face the in laws than if you are the one who bailed, right? guilt ...

one day at a time is a really good approach.

Merry Christmas! oxoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver