The last two nights were very nice and somewhat back to normal. She hugged me goodbye last night, we gave kisses on the cheek, and seemed like she wanted to stay...I guess she felt the loss. I know I did.
After talking with my oldest, he told me that she had mentioned staying, but he said it might not be a good idea. Maybe that kept her from mentioning it to me.
She came over this morning for gifts, coffee, and breakfast. I asked her to my mothers tonight, but she declined, saying that she knows she'd be unwelcome. I did not push because I know my mother is a grudge holder. I miss her so much it hurts.
It's funny how I s@cked it up the last two nights to go to each of her parents to be with my family, but she can't do the same. I guess she is conflicted.
She is also having drama with regards to her addict older sister...I still feel that she is also a depression trigger, but who am I to say.
