(((Phoebe))) I'm sorry it's hard. It makes sense that it would be. It's only been a year and this is the time when he left. I think by next Christmas it will get better, and the positive memories you have been making will start replacing the negative ones.
Wishing you more peace and love this holiday season!
Blu
“Forgiveness liberates the soul. It removes fear. That is why it is such a powerful weapon.” – Nelson Mandela
