I'm proud of you! You're doing the hard work and rediscovering yourself along the way. A very thought provoking posting and one that you can go back and read again when you are further down the path just to see how far you've come.

Merry Christmas!

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.